Bits and Pieces
my random thoughts some accessible and some not

imagine palaces
in places where shanty towns settlements are found
desolate landscapes still nurture dreams
even on seemingly barren ground

imagine palaces
in places where nothing fruitful appears to grow
sown naked lands
suddenly rich again
with seeds to sow

imagine infinite abundance
a fruitful harvest beyond conceivable means
a reality that transcends
even those imagined places in your dreams

inconceivable? you say “there is no such place”
but possibilities
only become reality
when they are first
born in the dreams that we chase

when i get through this storm
i’ll tell you about
my cloudiest days
but right now i gotta put my head down
and keep plodding my way
and as i walk through the misty fog
of doubt and fear
i still am thankful that HE bought me here
because i know in this
there is a life lesson to be learned
and on the other side
there is grace to be earned
and on my darkest days
i still and always will give Him praise
because even when the burden
feels like a ten ton bale
i know in my soul
HE didn’t bring me this far
to fail

I’m selling bushels of irony to the fettered minds
poor souls left without a taste for the sublime
not everything exists in the literal context
thoughts are born in the cerebral cortex

yes, irony did deal you a terrible blow
and the sad part is you don’t even know
it left you without a sense of satire
instead you are always looking for the conspire
you missed out on the visions, unfettered thoughts allow you to act
instead you are stuck searching for the matter-of-fact

nor unfortunately, were you blessed with the ingenuity
to see the beauty of incongruity
the deeper sense of what it all means
when everything is not always as it seems

succumbing to the unseen that has no name or form

yet it’s burden is heavy

the mass too unbearable to carry

how can anyone survive?

how is it to feel alive?

i tried

I did,

and when i thought i was winning

the drugs wore off

and reality was again too much to take

so i escaped

for some time I retreated into the sublime

but time has a way of making itself felt

and i have come to a place that i know with which, has to be dealt

so i’ll deal the best way i can manage

reject the fallacy and control the damage

fiction is really a cruel reality when you wake

and sometimes it feels like i’m going to break

worn, and withered

scared and torn

nothing about my life escapes the scorn

bitter and broken

a long lost hope

if you threw me a line

i’d swear it was a rope

yes this is a precarious position i find myself in

out of time and no way to win

rhymes grow in orchards covered with
fertile verbs
blossoming adjectives
and nectar rich nouns
they should never be picked until ripened
in full bloom they will produce
an arrangement of the most exquisite bouquet
of sonnets, haiku’s, poems and prose
intricate and beautiful but also thorny like a rose.

It’s a struggle to remain intact
when my world is so out of whack
peace of mind
so impossible to find
and i seem to exist between the areas
of insanity and hysteria
i’m searchin’ for a place
where i can embrace
a renewed acuity
a sense of peace and tranquility
somewhere to get my head right
i know in time it’ll be alright

wrote this one on the train…

i just missed the doggone train
tell me this isn’t happening again
not that i shouldn’t expect it anyway
i knew i shouldn’t have stopped for a cafe latte

but still i thought i could make it with ease
if i walked swiftly and caught a good breeze
i know i need to get to work on time
so why can’t i make the 6:49?

it really isn’t asking much i don’t think
to catch the train and have a frothy drink
now i’ll have to wait for the 7:38
and try to sneak in a few minutes late

hopefully it all works out for me
i’ll plan ahead tomorrow and catch the 5:43

I want to dive into your waters
I can handle your ebb and flow
I’ll break for your waves and
and tread in your undertow

let me float on your surface
taste your salty seas
dive to your deepest depths
penetrate your barrier reefs

I want to explore you
I’ll navigate the uncharted spaces
ride your highest crest
and wade through your shallow places

just let me dive in
through your current I will swim
I’ll stroke to the rhythm of your tide
and make your waters rise

Putting herself first was never a thought
there were too many others to be concerned about
now as time accesses her face
it sees to linger a bit; but not so noticeable out of the sunlight
there was a time when her dreams were not a distant memory
when they actually seemed within reach
or at least worthy of an honest try
but things happen
and that time has passed by

Most don’t even notice
but sometimes in the quiet of night she reflects on her reality
and
remembers those things she put away long ago
and that remembrance in enough; most of the time
just to give credence to them gives them honor
and in a way keeps them alive
somewhere
and within that same moment she reflects on all she has
and all that have their dreams in her hands
and that seems like enough to feel whole about
for now….
but a dim flickering light still lives within and
she knows that there will be a time to shine brilliantly again..
someday
those distant dreams will be given light,
and that keeps her alive..

to bestow upon it a simplistic glance
to smell the copious seduction of romance
to feel the power in a moments chance
to satisfy it with a casual advance

the attraction is in the motion of your hips
not when you grind but when you dip
even when you feel less than yourself
to me you are beauty to be beheld

a gift for the purpose of cherishing
a vice that i don’t mind relishing
the tasteful part of my daily life
spicy and warm new and nice